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Hi.

I'm so glad you found your way to my little corner of the neighborhood! Pull up a chair and stay, and let's chat about life on the margins and loving Jesus and, obviously, where to find the best cheese dip and most life-changing books. 

Two Weeks: A Study

The curve of your cheek, 
to rest the flutter of your lashes. 
Bow lips and long fingers, 
skinny legs and tiny toes. 

A life both complete and barely begun.
Deep blue eyes that search mine, 
asking questions I have no answers for,
and so I respond with a million kisses 
on the softest place of your neck.

Sleeping mostly in our arms
Or at my breast, 
where we have conversations 
in soft gulps and pieces of myself 
dissolved to nourish folds and chicken legs.

We rock together gentle,
the house strangely hushed in
latest night and earliest morning hours.
Finger curled around mine,
brow furrowed in concentration
then relaxed into sleep.

Hair swirled in cowlicks, 
dark and soft,
Knees curl into folds of skin 
and I caress them again,
obsessed with your newness
and the softest down covering your shoulders.
 
 
Sleep comes steady,
just not in the night.
And so instead I study rounded belly,
lines of a nose and furrow of a brow.
Hold tight I remind myself 
to these short days and long nights. 
To shadows and light
dancing fleeting across your face.

Being the Biggest

On Birth Stories and Miracles